Tuesday, November 11, 2008

When God Builds a Wall (revisited)

When God Builds a Wall (Revisited)
I received a comment yesterday on a blog I posted a year ago which caused me to re-read and remember what was happening at that time in my life. I then talked with a couple of people today who are facing walls of sorts in their lives right now and so thought I'd re-post this.

You may have heard the saying, 'When God closes a door, He opens a window.' It sounds nice and is something we like to read in our little box of promises, but in my experience, sometimes the door closes and there is no window in sight. In fact, sometimes it seems as if God closes a door and builds a wall! I think the difficult thing for us to understand (at least for me) is that our circumstances (and by that I mean our comfort) are really not the way we determine if God is at work or not. I mean, imagine if Mary and Joseph used their circumstances to determine if God was at work in their lives or not. Here they are on their way to Bethlehem in the last days of Mary's pregnancy (riding on a donkey, no less) all because some hedonistic king wants to take a census so he can get more money. Do you think that maybe they were feeling a little stressed out? I know in that circumstance I would be wondering, "Ok God, where's the window that my promise book talked about?"
It is only in retrospect that we understand God was orchestrating all of mankind to bring about the most incredible event that would ever take place in human history, that the Word would become flesh and dwell among us, but I bet you a million to one Joseph and Mary weren't feeling the love at that moment.

What drives people to keep moving forward in faith? It's definitely not circumstances. Maybe it's perseverance in spite of what we see, or fail to see. In 1 Samuel 14:13 it speaks of Jonathan and his armor bearer climbing up, using their hands and feet to engage the Philistine army who severely outnumbered them. Now why is that verse in the Scriptures? If he was climbing, what else would he use besides his hands and feet? Maybe the same way Jonathan climbed the mountain and Joseph & Mary made their way to Bethlehem is also the way we get past the walls in front of us.
So when it seems like God has closed the door and put up a wall, you can wait for a window, or you can use your hands and feet


...and get over it

Friday, November 7, 2008

Bread Dough & Restoring the Streets

Tonight, Corinne made these little bread snack things from Trader Joe’s and before she put them in the oven I ate one of the bread dough squares raw. I know some of you are disgusted right now, but when I was younger, I used to love eating raw dough (especially those little Pillsbury biscuits). I had forgotten how much I used to love those things and it made me think how easily time can erase what once meant so much to us.

Years ago, I had a desire to reach my community with the good news of Jesus so badly I could taste it. It affected the places that I chose to worship, the jobs that I took and the things I thought and dreamed. Even when I would travel to various places with mission teams, this theme would come up over and over again, whether in Mississippi, China or Wales. At some point in a time of prayer or in comments shared as a group, someone would say “let’s take what we’re doing here back home with us” and each time I came home I would think, “ok, how can we do something with this?”

Some of this resulted in throwing block parties that gave backpacks filled with school supplies to the kids in a local neighborhood, or taking food and making breakfast in that same neighborhood, also in playing music and speaking at a local club/pizza place where a band would play and people would sit at the bar drinking beer and listen to what I talked about concerning my faith in Christ.

That was then, but what about now? I have always felt it important to not live on the events of the past. If there are no new or fresh things happening in my life, then I am like a car that has run out of gas and is only moving on the momentum of yesterday… it’s just a matter of time before I stop.
So what about now? Glad you asked…

We are helping to establish two of the ladies in our community into an apartment where we will begin reaching out in a very tangible way right in the midst of those to whom we desire to show the love of Christ. We are building relationships (I’m already bringing one man to our Sunday gatherings) and we plan to have Bible studies there and so much more. We have also connected with a state funded organization here in Upland and it seems that a door wide enough to fly a cargo plane through has opened up for us to work with them. And get this, we are not only going to be able to help with the social needs, but the way things are working out, we will also have the opportunity and freedom to share our faith in Jesus and share how He still changes lives with these people!




All these things have recharged my soul and like the taste of raw dough, have rekindled my spirit with an endeavor to reach our local community. I am excited, encouraged and truth be told, a bit scared as a lot is happening very, very quickly.

Please pray for us at Genesis and these opportunities before us; that Jesus would continue to set before us an open door that no one can shut. (Revelation 3).

Those from among you shall build the old waste places; you shall raise up the foundations of many generations; and you shall be called the Repairer of the Breach, The Restorer of Streets to Dwell In. -Isaiah 58:12 (NKJV)

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Vizcaino conference 2008

Had to chop this up a bit to be able to upload it online, but here is a little on our recent trip to Viz.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Vizcaino 2008

It’s been a while since I’ve written, not due to a lack of things happening, but to a lack of time. Corinne and I are in Vizcaino and though there is no internet (or cell reception) I will be writing some things down as I have time and post them later. I am thankful that we were both able to take a week off of work to help out with the conference taking place down here. Even though this is a working trip I told Bill on the way down here that it almost seems like a vacation as I will only have a few things to focus on, instead of a bunch.


I can’t express the excitement I have that seven of us going on our first “mission” trip here at Genesis just a few months after our getting started. I’m also very excited about the work we are doing down here, as we are coming alongside and helping to encourage those who are already in the battlefield here so that they can continue with renewed strength. It is also building a bridge between these pastors and their ministries, even though they are from various denominations. How fitting that they are going through the book of Philippians where Paul writes to fulfill his joy by being like-minded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. I see this trip doing just that it a very tangible way.
The first night we made it to Viz we had a sound check/rehearsal for the worship team and on the way to the meeting hall I found that a box of Xavier Ries mp3 studies in Spanish were going to be given away free to the pastors. Now the reason I mention this is because I had already heard every one of those studies! I didn’t understand any of them of course as they were in Spanish and I am in English, but I really did hear them all. You see I recorded each one of those (on cassette tape!)in the early 80’s when on staff at Calvary Chapel of Alhambra. Now what struck me is not that I recorded them (I actually slept through some of them, especially after the twins were born). No, what struck me was remembering how for years there would only be five or maybe two people who would come to the studies and sometimes NO ONE came at all, but instead of going home early as I had wanted, Xavier would tell me to record them anyway. He had a definite vision that the teachings would be used long after he was through and sure enough, here I am some twenty years later traveling with those same studies that I recorded way back when.

Now, I hope to make this point clear. Jesus told a parable in Matt.21:28-32 about a man with two sons who he asked to work in his vineyard. The one said yes and didn’t and the other said no, but did and Jesus
' point was that even tax-collectors and prostitutes who do what the Father desires will make it to heaven before the religious who say the
right things, but do nothing. I’m thankful that I was a part of those recordings years ago and even though I may have been asleep, I still am a part of that work. I believe the same is true with this trip in Viz or any work of God we participate in for that matter. We get to be a part of a work that some day may follow us to who knows where, maybe heaven itself. Even though the twelve-hour drive is pretty brutal, the motel is less than a 2 star and there were a few flies (oh man, the flies). Well, long after the roads have all been paved and turned back to dust, the hotel has replaced all the sinks (you will have to stick around to hear that one) and the flies have all gone (good riddance), there will be an eternal work that has taken root in maybe one person's heart that not only changes their world, but the world of everybody around them and though we can take no credit for the eternal work, there is, as it says in Philippians 4, a credit to our account, but we don’t get to chapter four till Thursday.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Congratulations Samuel & Dominique Scotti

Congratulations Samuel & Dominique Scotti

Last May, Corinne and I celebrated our 24th wedding anniversary and though I am much too young to have been married that long, looking back the time has flown by so fast and has left me reeling in its wake. But what has made the quick passing even more imprinted on my mind was my son Samuel getting married earlier this month. I know some of you may be surprised to hear that Samuel is now married. Well, so were Corinne and I when he told us his plans
only a few short months ago.

There was a lot involved to make this all happen in such a short period of time. Not only the invitations, location, and all the other planning, but we also had to fly Dominique out from Missouri, Samuel from North Carolina and
Jordan from Louisiana only a day before the wedding so they could be married here in California. In all this, I realized that your kids may move away, but they never move out of your life or your heart and there was nothing
that could have prepared me for standing in front of my son and asking him, "Do you, Samuel, take Dominique to be your wife?" I was so thrilled.

With them both being in th
e military and knowing that they will be separated from each other for long periods of time, there is obviously going to be more stress involved for them than you would normally have in a new marriage
and everyone from staff sergeants to grandmothers has talked to them about it. But something we have recognized through all this is that there are no guarantees one way or the other. I mean, I know couples who were married and
had kids (not necessarily in that order), both before they admittedly were ready and they are doing wonderfully well and have been for years, but I also know couples who "kissed dating goodbye", waited for the "perfect"
person, did things "by the book" so to speak, and their marriage has ended tragically, not to mention those who have lost the love of their life to disease or some sort of misfortune. Bottom line is we just don't know what
the future ho
lds for any of us. So what can you do? Well, Jude tells us to keep ourselves in the love of God as we wait for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring us to eternal life. There is something about God's love that
is gripping, refining, and healing. Paul even spoke in Philippians 3 of how he was pressing on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of him.
I shared this thought with my son that day as I told him of how he took hold of my life when he was born, that because of him, I knew I could not let him grow up without a dad like I had done.
That because of him there was something that gripped my life and said "you can't quit, no matter what", that because of him, love took hold of me and changed not only my life, but me for the better. I believe that love for God does this in us as well and it can touch the very core of our being and that this love is able to change us better than any rules, regulations or law ever could.
So my advice for all of us is that found in Jude. Keep yourself in the love of God.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Well Done

Well Done
I would like to take some of your time to boast about something, but before I do I would like to input C. S. Lewis' thoughts on this matter from his book, Mere Christianity, where he points out the difference between pride and being 'proud of.' "Pride," he states, "is the complete anti-God state of mind," but he also states that "pleasure in being praised is not pride" and he gives the example of a child getting a pat on the back for doing his lessons well or the saved soul who hears from God the words "Well done." In these situations they are pleased and ought to be. Well, I would like to boast and give a pat on the back to my son Daniel, and explain how proud I am of him and why.

A few weeks ago, Daniel sent me a text message followed up by a phone call
and then communicating the news in person, that he was asked to go full time on staff at Saddleback Church. He was excited and overwhelmed with the opportunity and new position, but more importantly he was also humbled. As we talked more that evening, I can't put into words the swell of emotion I was feeling, the joy not only for my son, but in my son, as I talked with him about serving the Lord.


Now you have to understand, I have been involved with and talking about
ministry for years, but this time it was special because I was sharing these things that have meant so much to me with my son who means so much to me and it was really too much.

I've shared in the past about my other two boys and their choice of careers being on the rather dangerous side, and coming to grips with those choices. It wasn't long before I realized the same was true with Daniel as well. How can serving in ministry be as dangerous as an underwater diver or a Marine, you ask? Think about it, if we are in a spiritual warfare and do not wrestle with flesh and blood as Paul tells us in Eph. 6, then who would be on the frontlines? I believe it would be those who are making an impact for God's kingdom and again that's where I now find my son, on this spiritual frontline.

As I see Daniel serving the Lord and now facing these spiritual battles,
it's hard not to let fear and worry entertain my thoughts just as I do all my children, but I have to trust and believe in God's goodness. I know that if Daniel asked me for bread I would not give him a stone and if I am evil in my nature and know how to give what is good to my son how much more so will God.

In closing, I want to boast just a bit more because as I am able to see in
Daniel not only the things that we now have in common, I am also able to see further still, the things that I long for in myself. I see a gentleness and concern for others, a willingness to confront himself and be humbled in the eyes of others. I would like to say to my son Daniel what I believe one day he will hear from Jesus himself, "Well done, good and faithful servant."

Sunday, June 1, 2008

South Baja

Here is a little video I put together from last weeks recent trip to Mexico.



Oh, and I may have been wrong about correcting Bill on the video about the date of the Pastor conference. He may be right after all (the man's a machine I tell you).

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

May Baptism

Here are some photos from Sunday's Baptism




We had a great time celebrating with those wh were being bapized. They acknowledged their commitment to follow and live for Christ before their friends and families.

I've also got some great news to share that I hope to blog about soon.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Reflections & Illumination

Reflections & Illumination
We had our first official Sunday gathering in a building yesterday, what a great morning! It seems only now in looking back that I’m getting a feel for all that happened. Saturday night before Mother’s Day, I started rethinking what I was going to talk about; in part because of a few people I know who have lost their moms recently, two in just the past year. I was also thinking of those Moms who have lost their children and I saw the realization of how “Mother’s Day”, which is supposed to be a day of recognition and celebration, becomes for some a day of remembrance and sorrow which took me (don’t ask me how) to John 8 where the religious leaders of Jesus’ day took and dragged a woman before Jesus (probably naked) caught in adultery, with the sole purpose of trying to trap Him. The connection in my mind became this: the law that was given to the Hebrew people was for their benefit and protection, but it had become a means of manipulation and bondage and what was meant for good had become very bad.

When I read through this scripture again, I was more than ever before drawn to vs. 12 where Jesus said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” This passage seems to be directly connected to the account of the woman brought before Jesus and so I wondered what is this light of life exposing here? What darkness is Jesus referring to? Light is an incredible thing. The same light that exposes all that we see is also the light that blinds us if we are in a dark place and are suddenly exposed to it. In John’s passage, the darkness of adultery obviously comes to mind, but what about the darkness of the harsh religiosity that cared more about trapping someone and not at all that it would leave in its wake the complete destruction of someone else? After all, Jesus’ words were directed at that as well. Anyway, that ruined me and detoured what I ended up talking about that morning.

So, back to that morning, many of us heard people say they couldn’t believe this was our first time here on
Sunday because things seemed to go so smoothly and again, looking back it really was rather amazing. Our biggest glitch was that we didn’t plan for that many people to show up and so the extra chairs were under the stage and inaccessible. But fortunately, we were able in just seconds to roll out these nifty bench things and accommodate those who were still coming in.
Someone told me that they counted over 130 people. Some were of course there because it was Mother’s Day and they came for Mom and others just came by to show us support for our first Sunday at Pioneer Jr. High, which I appreciated so much. After all was said and done, we were on a total adrenalin rush and felt that the Lord used us all and that morning to make a difference in the lives of those who came. We also felt the affirmation of a work God wants to continue doing and look forward to being a part of that work.

“Sanctify yourselves, for tomorrow the Lord will do wonders among you.” -Joshua 3:5